Friends Forever

When I think of me as of now,
my happy life and my mighty soul.
All planned and set, right ahead,
To go and make my dreams come true.

But back then,
I remember the way we walked
Always on long walks,
it was a deep feeling that we shared,
being friends forever.

Then times changed,
we became soul mates,
desperately waiting to talk.
And at the end of each day,
we'd talk little things,
never knowing how would time pass.
In my heart it felt as if he was mine,
But to the world we were friends forever.

Words became insufficient,
as we talked not just to each other,
but into each other's hearts.
I felt the love,
in every bit he said,
and in every way he cared
Then all the days thereafter,
I was happier as ever.
I felt it was unsaid love,
but we were still friends forever.

There was no way out,
trapped as the love was,
until something happened,
which I still don't know.
The happiness went dry,
and the talks changed,
And it was all the more clear,
that we were friends forever.

I don't even know,
whether it was love or not,
But for me that time,
it felt like it maybe was.
'Friends forever' as he said,
I knew the words weren't true,
But mighty as a sword,
they could kill you too.

Finally I was,
As I am here,
In life always glee,
With God above to love me.
He loves me and I love Him
And no more of murky love,
Do I need.
So now I know,
With whom I'm really friends forever !


(My first attempt to write an emotional poem, it looks okay but still kinda disaster.)